Tryna hit you, you're the only thing that's on my mind Play it cool but yeah, I'm feeling like I'm colorblind Start to fumble, guess I'll try again and press rewind Dropped the ball, too scared to fail this on the final try Crash out Try to numb me from the pain until I Pass out Never wanna feel this way again, I'll Get out Swear I'll find a getaway unless I Crash out Unless I Crash out And I'm scared you won't call me back I don't know how to live with that Hit the floor, put the pieces together Could this be a blessing Or is this a lesson, ay I'm lost in this stress I feel like my life is a mess The hell that I went through Was it a test? Cos I just don't know how to mend Been so long that I got stuck in my head If I spend another day I'll be dead Guess I'll just lay alone in my bed And dream about what could have happened instead Pouring the bottle Till it reach the top Make it last for forever Or till my heart stops And then I Crash out Try to numb me from the pain until I Pass out Never wanna feel this way again, I'll Get out Swear I'll find a getaway unless I Crash out Unless I Crash out Crash out Try to numb me from the pain until I Pass out Never wanna feel this way again, I'll Get out Swear I'll find a getaway unless I Crash out Unless I Crash out And I'm scared that I'll fall right back I don't know how it got off track It's a lesson in friendships we're stressing My head gets a twisted impression, I'm guessing Yeah I tried to realign, and find a time for convalescence But the memories aren't overcast they're far too effervescent And it's different when you're standing where the mind is iridescent But it's hard to move along when I've been drowning in depressants Tryna clear this, you're the only thing that's in my mind We hit the pavement and the shrapnel's flying in my eyes I ****ing knew it, but it took too long to realize I'll crank the keys and let it fly Until I Crash out Try to numb me from the pain until I Pass out Never wanna feel this way again, I'll Get out Swear I'll find a getaway unless I Crash out Unless I Crash out Crash out Try to numb me from the pain until I Pass out Never wanna feel this way again, I'll Get out Swear I'll find a getaway unless I Crash out Unless I Crash out