keep staring at the phone waiting for a message that i won’t get got me walkin round the city late night feelin lost got a fridge full of food growin mold now got a sink full of dishes i aint washed a hundred 6 second videos watched i see people in my phone i wanna be white powder on the phone screen sniffing up the stimulants until i get a nosebleed i see your silhouette form in every window i see from the street memories in the concrete it’s in water that i meet your gaze every place heart rate increase had to stop going out less i need to i aint left these walls in days woke up thinking about you and i cried out i held the ghost of your head to my chest i feel your gaze when i’m steppin out alone i feel your nails claw the back of my neck you see my eyes in the deer that you see now they reflecting your face and regret.