12 steps But not the ones you think I’m addicted To what I see on TV The effects Are never what i need But I’m trying to get better Thought I wanted an ass like Beyonce Thought I wanted a voice like Mariah God give me the strength of a soldier Fake tan to fake getting older How much to break out the C-list Get something to plump up my kisses New hair to drown out my sorrow But I’m still Hollow I want it like that My ego bites back I share my life online And then it makes me sad Their pockets so fat I’ll have what their having Been wasting all my time Hating this skin of mine I’m fine Find me something that I don't have Best believe you’ll be empty handed you ‘d do well to understand When I’m on mine I’m like a bandit Yours is mine yeah I demand it For diamonds No counterfeit fit on my wrist And I can’t stand it I need to be reprimanded Dammit if I lose control Make it or fake it Maybe it’s becoming to be too big of a toll To break out the C-list Get something to plump up my kisses New hair to drown out my sorrow But I’m still hollow I want it like that My ego bites back I share my life online And then it makes me sad Their pockets so fat I’ll have what their having Been wasting all my time Hating this skin of mine I want it like that My ego bites back I share my life online And then it makes me sad Their pockets so fat I’ll have what their having Been wasting all my time Hating this skin of mine I’m fine, oh I’m fine oh Don’t ask me if I’m fine, I’m fine I’m fine, I’m fine, I’m fine, I’m fine