Verse 1 Watching Netflix in the shower Cause the voices in my head too loud I use the drama on the tv drown my trauma out I feed my ego only she got appetite for lies That’s why At night Pre I lay awake and grit my teeth Underneath It’s catastrophe Take a pill and sleep it off Cause I’m a self inflicted mess In my head I created it Don’t know how to turn it off Hook I’m so over overthinking I’m so over chasing every high I’m so over over drinking Over doing stupid shit to pass the time When I’m not ok Verse 2 Here again at weekly therapy I do exactly as I’m told The second that I leave I’m back doing what I know I set the bar too high Self sabotage tonight mmm so nice Bridge Watching Netflix in the shower Cause the voices in my head too loud I use the drama on the tv drown my trauma out