Oh my oh my Oh my oh my Oh my oh my Oh my Oh my Oh my oh my Oh my oh my Oh my oh my Oh my Oh my All this pain I don't want to feel this way I really never understand people Coz everybody turning to a snake Everybody acting irreplaceable For a fact I know That all of you erasable Niggas fake , all they wanna do is take Got no time 4 the pretence Ain't gonna stress coz I I was down On the ground & I had ( no one ) Numb to the pain I swear iont trust ( no one ) Get it for my family Do it for my family grindin So heavily 4 no one N I try my best , my best I'm moving so fast , my lane They hate n they envy , iont stress Steady creepin i run my race The pain I digress Bad energy i minus Focus my finance As I try to fix my mindset OK Suicide on my mind I deserve a better life I Been dealing with alot Of shit I need a better life Jehovah hear me out I'm bleeding heart out I been thru the the trauma N what I'm tryna run from I want the people To relate when i cry out I wanna leave A huge trace if I die young I pray to God That he always on my side I pray to God that I never see Nobody gettin ****ed up