Been a minute since I've swam in the ocean Felt the sun on my skin while I’m floatin’ I can’t lie I’ve been going thru the motions Rather get high to avoid my ugh My emotions rarely bubble to the surface I don’t know if I’m I’m anxious or I'm nervous It’s a gift and curse to know your purpose Use discernment Keep your enemies close But keep your loved ones closer Keep moving forward Soon you’ll find some that closure Cause when the pains gets too much I own it I can’t give up before my moment So close that I can almost hold it I know that time is my only opponent And when the pain gets too much I own it I can’t give up before my moment Jealousy I've seen friendships end And next of kin And spouses leave Comparison’s the thief of joy And I’m guilty Cause there ain’t no man on earth Got it as bad as me I need some clarity Cause ain’t nobody really making real money Ain’t got much gas in the tank Ain’t got much room in the budget Still say run it That last hundred burnt a hole in my pocket I’m in the red now Put my head down And put the rubber to the asphalt It’s my own fault Accountabilities a key Gotta take the mask off Being present is a key gotta shake the past off Can’t forget that your a king Boy don’t take your crown off I think it’s time to take the throne Keep your enemies close But keep your loved ones closer Keep moving forward Soon you’ll find some closure And when the pains gets too much I own it I can’t give up before my moment So close that I can almost hold it I know that time is my only opponent And when the pains gets too much I own it I can’t give up before my moment Keep your enemies close But keep your loved ones closer Keep moving forward Soon you’ll find some closure And when the pains gets too much I own it I can’t give up before my moment So close that I can almost hold it I know that time is my only opponent And when the pain gets too much I own it I can’t give up before my moment And when the pain gets too much I own it I can’t give up before my moment My moment My moment I can’t give up before my moment My moment My moment I can’t give up before my moment