I'm Trying to better myself Trying to build up my wealth Trying but I've been dying And I just need me some help Trying to become a man Trying step up for my fam Tryna make music work Cos it is who the **** I am Trying not to lose sleep Trying not to think deep Trying to go to my 9 -5 And not feel the heat Tryna one day Maybe someday Buy my momma a home But in these 4 walls I feel so alone But lord knows I try Chin up young buck They can't see you look down Ain't you the one that was saying He got his hands on the crown Hear words of motivation Everyday Mamma saying she proud of me But I can't shake the feeling That I am not where I wanna be And honestly I've been thinking about giving it up Spilling my guts on track Ain't been feeding me much If you feel me I mean The real me put your hands in the sky I hope that God knows at least I tried I'm Trying to better myself Trying to build up my wealth Trying but I've been dying And I just need me some help Trying to become a man Trying step up for my fam Tryna make music work Cos it is who the **** I am Trying not to lose sleep Trying not to think deep Trying to go to my 9 -5 And not feel the heat Tryna one day Maybe someday Buy my momma a home But in these 4 walls I feel so alone But lord knows I try See it's indicative If you put the work in better finish it And if you don't you better Make sure you're able to live with it That sentence is Something I once remember my uncle said And even if I don't make it rap I want my uncle fed See you gon see me dead For I ever let down my people Take 2 shots to the head I'll never let go my people Cos the evils Of this world can be vile and lethal Wanna show mamma The good life cos there won't be a sequel Things were simple When I was nun but a choir boy Now I quietly conformed To concertability My quiet void Quite the noice Quiet little boy don't speak up Don't let these birds see You look down better keep your beak up Cuz like a mountain climber I'm not stopping till the peak of What I'm destined to become Everyone needs a lil love If you feel me know the real me Put your hands to the sky And let God know atleast you tried I'm Trying to better myself Trying to build up my wealth Trying but I've been dying And I just need me some help Trying to become a man Trying step up for my fam Tryna make music work Cos it is who the **** I am Trying not to lose sleep Trying not to think deep Trying to go to my 9 -5 And not feel the heat Tryna one day Maybe someday buy my momma a home But in these 4 walls I feel so alone But lord knows I try I try I try I try I try Lord I try I try I try I try Lord I try I try I try I try Lord I try I try I try I try Lord I try I try I try I try Lord I try I try I try I try Lord Lord