i hate staying at home i get nervous about anything in between, so when you ask me to dance i look at my feet and i fumble and i mumble because i'm scared but i still want to go, and maybe just maybe i want to stay maybe just maybe i'm a mess but i want to tell you this i love you and i don't care what you think about me i used to have it all figured out now i feel like i know nothing i used to know where i was going and now i just want to be alone, but i don't want to be alone I don't want to get over you i'm not a sad person but i'm always feeling sad i don't want to say it out loud, and I don't want to put a name to it because i'm scared it's something serious, and i don't know but i do i'm scared i'm getting sicker and it's funny because i used to have it all figured out now i feel like i know nothing i used to know where i was going and now i just want to be alone