I wonder if you miss it going up your nose more than you’re missing me it’s impressive how you still put on the show with all the seats empty looking through somebody else's eyes to see what I've been doing must feel so lonely your stomach’s sick cuz when you lunge the knife at me I'm ahead of you back on my feet I fall, and I fall and I fall and I fall and I fall again sometimes but at least I'm falling forward i saw, and i saw and i saw it from a million miles before the war was over you crawl, and you beg and you steal all the pity from the lonely ones the ones that you left cornered and you fall, and you fall and you fall and you fall and you fall down but i fall forward sometimes i wake up in a new place a place that i don’t know sometimes i wonder if you dream of me wake up and shake it off sometimes i surrender to the heartbreak until my breathing stops gives me comfort to know that when you think of me your heart drops i fall, and i fall and i fall and i fall and i fall again sometimes but at least I'm falling forward i crawl, and i claw and i pull myself up time and time again, every time I'm knocked over you sob, and you beg and you cry and try to forget my face from your minds storage and you fall and you fall and you fall and you fall and you fall down but i fall forward you’re not just bitter that its over you’re even more bitter that you’re sober forced to remember the times when you could feel me when you could feel me closer statue of me standing tall in your head you’d turn the shotgun inward instead was the high you were chasing really worth it was it worth it?