My mom died at 38 man I couldn't sleep that day You know God who gives and take You cant even run the race My life just keep going up Steady going up in pace In heaven again I smile When I see my mama face All those painful memories I flush them down the drain But before  it goes down the drain You'd  need to feel my pain Cus the way I feel inside I'll never feel again Saw my homie gunned downed He was buried in the rain Call me the voice of a hero Just like baby and durk Look at me now I came From  zero I came out the mud I heard what y'all said bout me But you know I don't give a **** Life is not really what it seems It ain't easy at all Look at the way I pop this aderrall You know I am slow as **** If it ain't about the paper Please don't call me at all I ain't ****ing with you niggas You niggas dumb as **** Wishing yall the best of luck I ain't dumb like that at all I love my grandma to death That woman my first love You would imagine How it felt she gave all I want I gonna buy you the best gift Fly you around the world I pray you stay a little longer For me and my bro Gotta fight back Never lacking I've been dripping purple rain V12 swerving Life is a race mehn I've been running my lane May 24th Damn it broke my heart Put my soul into the game Can't forget where I come from Cus I gat rich off pain yh Just so you know I'll never sell my soul I bagged a M last yr so I can do this shit alone Young hustler neskibilli My bro prolly you should know Kriss canon gat me turnt Up so I just flow yh 38 shots I'm gan squeeze Grra grra boom Your famlee dey grieving I'm not leaving I'm just cripping I've sinned oh lord pls forgive me Please forgive me Please forgive me I'm a sinner But I keep winning 38 baby Like young boy I make it look easy 38 baby like YoungBoy Made this shit look easy She said baby take it easy When she saw this glizzy When I pull up in my city Pull up in a rarri When I pull up in my city They run when they see me They see me My mom died at 38 man I couldn't sleep that day You know God who gives and take You cant even run the race My life just keep going up Steady going up in pace In heaven again I smile When I see my mama face All those painful memories I flush them down the drain